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[07 03 04
@ 3:06am] |
friends only cos this piece is not free
♥oh
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| what the nerds in lunch do |
[04 02 04
@ 11:24am] |
Im with keyc in some classroom in north i or some shit. It's fun, being outcast and having no lives...cos we were looking at hot pix of hot guys with hot tats and we're talking about how much we wanna bang them with our hotness bodies.
haha Maria and I were just foolin around with those comments people, don't take that shit seriously.
Oh snappppp Party tonight
alix
ps -oriana is the greatest in this galaxi, i love u babay
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| Peter be frontinnnnnnnnn |
[02 26 04
@ 6:33pm] |
Peter you fukin mofo!!!! You pussy how could u do that to Shaina. bitch
well you junst lost a great thing.
Cunt
skut wait till u hear when i put my 2 cent s bia
Oh man oh man Oh man!!!
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| mitigation, is killin our emotion |
[02 12 04
@ 5:41pm] |
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Man there's nothing better than vaccuming your room to -rock the casbah- boy oh boy do I love the clash with a full heart. You should've seen me, jumping around, singing and all that crap. haha it was a funny sight.
So valentine's day is almost here and I'm dreading it.ahhh no I abhor the fukin hallmark holiday, it's gay. But I did get flowers and candie and more chocolate, the very dark kind mmmh. thanx sid!!!!! Yea I don't think matt liked that very much. So Christophe is not getting it, like dooooooode I'm droping hints all over the place, on his dirty ass combat boots and germ tee, but I think he's deaf, or blind. But it's cool that I'm the only one he tells his shit about. he whatever. Moving on to other, more important crap.
Oh yea nick(hawk) and I went home together yesterday, he's crazy, but cool. He lives right by my house so it was chill. He kept giving me all these lame pik up lines like *is there a mirror in your pant? cos I can see myself in them*hahaha.ha. yea he went s to *hook up*. no comment. I'm suppose to shave his sides today but he didn't come over, I think he's sick. Oh well, I was gonna make it look all hot too.
Man Dan is on, I haven't talked to that mofo in ages, he seems to be holding up well, lost weight(for the ladies)and got a new band name-submission I think, they're touring soon. Doode I just promoted his fukin band. They're pretty good, I saw them once at the alley in miami.
Tomorrow is friday, woooo jacob's ladder. Oh I can't wait to see b_ladder and oren, my bitches oh oh and sammy. Partayyy time fo may.
Anywoo, I called my dad...yea pain, but he's getting me and maria plane tickets!!! We might leave sooner than I thought. And I 'll be able to dance with a boy and have a story.
The end
♥
stab me twice ladies*
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| Why I want to be a dark child |
[01 16 04
@ 7:38pm] |
Ori is the best~
oriana, my baby's daddy
alisonchains26: ori we need to have sex
reform revolt: LOL
reform revolt: yes we do
alisonchains26: hahahaha
alisonchains26: u know the irish and the french cunt keep their hands off eachother
reform revolt: LOL.
alisonchains26: boo-boo
reform revolt: oui oui, cherie? (lol, omg, we are so funny. we seriously rock the cock)
alisonchains26: im byin a (clean) strap on off ebay right now and headin to yo house
alisonchains26: hahah
alisonchains26: i love us
reform revolt: lol
reform revolt: strap on! oh yesh. can we do it doggy style?!
alisonchains26: we'll do it everystyle
reform revolt: now that's what i'm talking about
Now that was like the best part of my boredom afternoon. I think if I didn't have this I'd die.
ori you rok the casba of every french person right now
♥
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| cut ur words into death-die for what u can not fix |
[01 14 04
@ 2:37pm] |
This entry is dedicated to *oriana riley*
for whom I wouldn't other wise be here
Whenever you gasp for breath, instead of wasting in on another tear please call.
I will be waiting by the phone
♥
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| forget everything you ever said |
[12 22 03
@ 7:06pm] |
I'm in one of those rooms in the airport where you can go online, I had to pay 6 fucking $ for an hour but I just had to get on this shit and sort some things out.
Yesterday I got on and saw all this crap on here and it really disgusted me, hence, that is the reason that I didn't reply to any of those dumbass comments but I do thank the people who have had my back and supported me through this nonsence full of shit.
But man it is not over. My inbox is full of hate e-mails and shit like that. You know, the whole- get aids and die crap sorta thing- What has gotten over people omg. Do they have hate syndrome or some crap. Or maybe do they seriously love putting others down. Well fuckers, I haven't eaten in 2 days because of this crap.
I allready have to leave and see my dad who's fucking dying of a tumor and to top this off, leave with all this going on. Not to sound gay or anything but god damn it, it's fucking xmas. Are you trying to get someone to kill themselves with guilt? Fuck I'd never do that, but yes this has really messed me up.
But no, I don't regret this one bit, I wouldn't take back what I did in a million years. It happened, and I'm glad it did.
Anyways just right before I left, Lauren called me and you know what, that meant a lot to me. She apologized and I almost cried. I don't care what kyle or any other loser from northeast had to say to me or about me, you know, they can beleive what they want, call me what they want but lauren, I mean she was like, one of my best fucking friends, and to have to hear that, that person too had turned up against you, that really hurt a lot. But unlike any of you other dumbasses, she realized that this high school drama bullshit was nothing worth losing a friend over. -thank you-
[* Hey lauren, remember that day in math way in the beginning of the year when we still sat back there and you were really sad and down and you told me that you didn't beleive that you had any true friend and I told you that I'd take a bullet for you, well I meant that and I'm holding my promise *]
ah it is so cold in herrrrrre. Well since I'm done saying all that I had to say I guess I'll end my entry.
I will most def. be replying from france, so you can write and I'll comment back(if you're worth my time)
I'm in the mood so...MERRY XMAS FUCKERS!!!
♥
don't deny the frenchness
ali-
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| soldout scandal |
[12 20 03
@ 12:51pm] |
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oh man people are talking [smack] about me.
Wow amazing, you really have no life.
Go ahead, call me a whore, hoe, cunt, dirty slut, if it makes you feel better.
Didn't mean to dissapoint you, or you're expectations of me. I'm just a dumbass french girl.
ha and damn well proud of it. So shut your big fuckin mouth. Can't. You're way too busy telling the whole population about me.
Oh snap, you took me off your friend's list. I am so hurt
So everyone knows. There's not much left to tell.
Yep Matt and I had sex.
oh shit, didn't mean to take everyone's favorate emo kid away. Damn me.
But you see, I really don't care, because it meant a lot to both of us, and we're very happy.
But you had to make a big deal out of this, because I am such a whore. omg we only knew eachother 2-weeks. Well I'm sorry that it takes some people about a year to get to where we are. We're together. We really like eachother, really, really like eachother. But hey I guess that doesn't appeal to you. Don't feel bad for me. I pity you. For not knowing what that feels like.
So you beleive that what ms. britney and all those dirty ass women are doing is right? Dancing half naked and singing about becoming a sex symbol just to sell their crap is ok because "they're just sooo hott!". Wow that's a real good excuse.
I have been there for you, I listened to you always, and never let you down. You even said yourself there's things that you do with me and talk to me about that you couldn't with anyone else. Man so how did this fucking bullshit happen. How dare you fucking do this. Spread shit that you don't even know about.
You don't even know what happened.
You don't know what it's like.
You don't know how I feel.
You just assume.
Have I commited a crime, killed anyone. NO
But right now, I really want to.
So go back to calling me a slut, whore, whatever, whichever sounds better.
With your "real" friends.
thanx to matt, maria, allison, steve, and dj. I have people to laugh about this with.
♥u
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[12 17 03
@ 2:33pm] |
holy shit, I gotta pack my motha fukin bagggssssssss.
and it's fukin snowing there. All I haves a scarf and my blazer. Shit. Ohb well, I'll just freeze my ass off like normal.
ali-
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| you're mine wolverine |
[12 17 03
@ 1:57pm] |
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god stop calling meeeeeeee.
PLease, stop calling me j. I really was doing fine until I heared your voice in my receiver and snap, it was like I got shot. I thought it was over, you went for the bitch and I was suppose to slowly get over you. Weird thing is that I was doing fine actually. I don't need your -i need to talk to u b.shit-because like a dumb cunt I fell for it once, but I asure you I won't fall for it ever again. Man I really don't want to hear it. It's like that Nelly furtado song:
* I remember the day, when I was, so eager to satisfy you and be less then I was just to prove, I could stand beside you...*
that it what it was like and that it the way it is going to stay. Baby, I can't do this anymore, but if you really do care about me, you won't come over, you will stop calling. Because I know, that I could and would fall in love with you all over again.
Sometimes I truly wonder if you want what's best for me.
Wait, no you don't. You want what's best for you.
but shup up wank because I'm having a good time and you're not.
So let me tell you all who I was talking to before that bitch rudely interepetd us. yes oh yes. matty my little wolverine, man that kid is so chill, I had a good time on the phone with him. oh yea suckas, guess who's going home with him tomorrow? Oh snap!! MEE!! Then we gots to go back to northeast to see my lova' ally and steve in their chorus thingy crap(kiddin ya'll will rok da stage)I thinki we'll go to sawgrass too. I gotta go get a belt. ha 5 finga discount boy.And today, he let me wear that p.i.m.p jacket of his. Shoulda seen all those jealous mofos in the north mall.pshhhhh. Playa hatas
But nothing new is happenin here yo, I'm just chewin on my nasty ass gum that I've had since foreva.
Tasha, I beleive is like on the verge of hating me and that sux major bollocks because I love that girl. MAN of all times to choose and hate me, fucking people gotta choose xmas, now what's up with that nikkas? MAN like major hatin is goin on and I don't like it but at the same time it's like, I really don't care cause I'm not fucking perfect and bitch, neither are you, so chill out wankstas!!
Man I'm so in the mood for some sashimis. oh *drool*. Maybe matt can cook for me tomorrow. wow that's be the swell of all swells.HAHA I'm so carzy off my ass today I don't know why. Good times
well this bitch is out
♥
ali
ps:brandon, write to me whenever u like, even when ur brotha's bein a cunt haha
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